Of course not everything ages well with time but for the most part I do love the shows of my youth. I was watching my Airwolf DVD and it just takes me back you know. Not that it was sooo long ago, or anything like that, but still for me it's been a while. I often wonder if I've really changed.

I wonder if I will ever grow out of love for the things I love.

I have to work tonight and I have a physical and I get to talk to a career specialist in the army to see what's really available. This is a big part of determining my decision. If I really don't see something I want to do than perhaps I will take another route. My one thing though is if they tell me I qualify and can be a journalist or be in one of the fields of my preference I am getting it down in writing and I don't plan on making any kinds of commitment unless everything checks out and is in writing. Definetly not going to rush my decision even if I think this is something I want to do.

I am wanting to have things more set so I can just move on into something, so that is what I need to watch in myself and just temper my anxiousness. I need to wake up at 5:00 am for a physical. I am right below the minimum requirement for weight so I have to make sure I am at my lightest. I ate my last full meal for breakfast and everything for the rest of the day is light non starchy foods. I am also doing a lot of situps incase they need to measure my body fat. Uuh, talk about a crash course in being as light as possible with the least amount of body fat.

This is a good thing cause I did put on weight and I really do want to be more fit than I am.