I have been avoiding my major story which is due tomorrow. I don't want to finish the darn thing. I hate when I avoid an ideal I was so passionate about.

On a side note, it's a weird thing but I find Missy Elliot strangely attractive.

It's weird, there are people I have found on Diaryland that have ended their own diaries. Don't worry I am not thinking of hanging it up just yet. This isn't a criticism really but I often sense people hold back in their diaries. I don't tell people I know about my diary and I decided this would be just my forum to say anything. I really don't censor myself.

I used to think if I was ever to go under any circumstance I don't mind that the people I love get to see this, because it is and was me at whatever time in my life. Perhaps we can't always share everything in our lives. There should be a moment you can be honest.

I do think that perhaps I should protect my identity more. I have a photo page on this diary which I will take down soon. The page will still exist but my diary won't have the link. If people who read my diary who I deem as people that I don't know want to ever see any photos, they can write me and I would give them link to the site. I won't use different names or anything silly like that.

Well I should get to my paper. It's due tomorrow, ahh!!!