Yeah there was Viva, but that is over and the feelings have long since passed.

I talked to Jessica for the first time in 3 years.

It's hard to accept but time has passed and i wonder what if.

She told me she's thinking of getting married to this guy she's dating. It kind of bummed me out.

It's weird and dumb but deep down in the back of my mind i was always hoping we'd get together. Stupid of me, I guess.

Hoping that true love would find it's way becoming reality.

Just rambling. It's sad when you see the seeds of what remains of your first love die.