I know this is an open forum and I totally think it's cool for strangers to read. However for some reason I really don't want people that know me in person to find this. I don't want the people who i write about to find this.

I really don't want to lock my dairy. I think however I am going to start deleting names or words here or there or just change the names so it's not so obvious. I don't know. This odd sense of paranoia has just set over me.

I hate finding my diary in searches on google or yahoo. The thing is i'm not even trying to find my diary, that's what freaks me out i guess.