It's weird, lately I haven't felt very inspired. You can say I am feeling very uninspired lately. Even my diary feels somewhat hollow. My relationships and interactions feel that way to. I feel like maybe I've died and haven't told myself yet. I just haven't been feeling much and I haven't been able to get myself to feel anything. I wonder if I have slipped into some sort of depression or have I emotionally stalled out. I have been thinking of not writing for a while since even this entry feels forced. This is not a declaration of me leaving. I repeat I am staying, I don't know what is wrong with me so maybe I won't write for a few days if I don't feel like it. Something is going on in my mind.