Viva has this thing that is starting to frustrate me.

Whenever it appears I am close to "giving her pleasure", she stops me. I mean she stops me and all foreplay and fooling around, or sex ends. I keep asking her why she wants me to stop. She won't tell me why.

Truth is I am doing all this and haven't once had an orgasm. Not once have I complained. I totally understand what women who go through a relationship never getting off feel.

Why can't I have a simple sex life. I am a sexual person, but I don't ask for anything super complicated that requires suspension devices. Just the simple things. Love making doesn't have to be so complicated. You feel good, and that is good, I do my best to make you feel good, and I wouldn't mind feeling good too.

Wait, she told me she doesn't want me to keep going once because she doesn't want to get too attached. My thinking was, what the fuck?

I went and got her some dinner last night after work and while eating we bumped into her friends. She didn't even acknoledge me when I was around her friends. Not even an introduction like, "this is my friend Grant." I always introduce my friends to each other. They don't have to hug and kiss and be best friends but I at least acknowledge both of their existances. I don't know anymore.

Plus while talking to her friends, they brought up her Ex, and they asked you aren't going to get back together with him, she said, " I don't know." That really bugged me. How did I get myself into another relationship where I feel like Fodder for the weeds.